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1.5 ….. {Kansas City Children’s Photographer}

18 months…gone in an instant.  I could sit here and wonder where it all went, but that would just take up more time and I’ve got bubbles to blow and a game of tag waiting for me.

So, today I’m just going to leave her with THIS

WHAT I WOULD TELL HER:
(If I knew what to say.)
You are a miracle.
And I have to love you this fiercely:  So that you can feel it even after you leave for school, or even while you are asleep, or even after your childhood becomes a memory.
You’ll forget all this when you grow up.  But it’s okay.
Being a mother means having your heart broken.
And it means loving and losing and falling apart and coming back together.
And it’s the best there is.  And also, sometimes, the worst.
Sometimes you won’t have anyone to talk to.
Sometimes you’ll wonder if you’ve forgotten who you are.
But you must remember this:  What you’re doing matters.
And you have to be brave with your life so that others can be brave with theirs.
The truth is, being a woman is a gift.  Tenderness is a gift.  Intimacy is a gift.  And nurturing the good in this world is a nothing short of a privilege.
That’s why I have to love you this way.  So I can give what I have to you.  So that you can carry it in your body and pass it on.
I have watched you sleep.  I’ve kissed you a million times.  And I know something that you don’t, yet:
You are writing the story of your only life every single minute of every day.
And my greatest hope for you, sweet child, is that I can teach you how to write a good one.

-By Katherine Center

Happy 1.5 Camma-Lamma…

All the Love in the Universe.

Momma.

Thank you Wendi for the link above.

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Iowa in pictures…

We spent the weekend at my aunt and uncles farm in Iowa to celebrate Cole’s 4th birthday and my cousin’s college graduation.  I don’t know if it’s the air, the dirt, or the fact that at night you can see every star in the sky.  There’s just something about being out there that makes the world seem better.IOWA2010

Beth Jr…

I thought Cole was going to look like me.  After all, he came out with a ton of dark brown hair.  Well, we all know how blonde he turned out.  I got my second chance with Camryn and she too came out with lots of brown hair.  Then it all fell out and grew in light brown (I refuse to call it blonde).  I may have lost the hair color battle, but there is no mistaking this child is mine.  Chris calls her Beth Jr.  I’m attaching a family photo from back in 1982.  I’m the one on the right.

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Scri_Mod Family Photo

Thank God for chubby cheeks and rubber band wrists, or I may not have had a dog in this fight.

Green…{Kansas City Photographer}

Happy St. Patricks Day….this was the only thing green in her closet.  Poor kid.

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So rare {Kansas City Photographer}

It’s rare that I actually get a decent picture of Cole these days.  They are definitely few and far between, so I cherish the ones I do manage to quickly snap.  Was he bribed for this one?  Perhaps.

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AJAXed with AWP